I’m not keen on failure in the moment when it’s happening. It’s irritating and discouraging. Yesterday and today have been full of sewing failures as I try to work out a prototype for a kind of zippered pouch I’d like to make and potentially sell. (They are fun to make when they work out well, and I need to find a way to make a bit of money to pay for fabric for my sewing habit!).
I have, in the last two days:
-cut fabric wrong more times than I can count; my scrap pile is getting fed steadily
-made a pouch that was way too big, and one that was way too small, and one that was just oddly shaped
-sewn a zipper in upside down
-twice sewn zippers in with the ends turning up wonky (still trying to figure out what is causing this problem, but have a good idea, I think)
-sewn some very lopsided edges because of my stubborn refusal to pin or use clips
-made dubious design choices; oh so dubious
-sewn a tab with a D-ring with a gap that is waaaaaay too long to make sense
(And I also burned a whole pan of cookies. But that did not stop me from eating them–a burnt cookie is still a cookie.)
But, the bright side of all my failure is that I learned a lot, like:
-I am getting a sense of how cut fabric sizes will translate to the end product–how much is lost in the sewing itself. I’m not there yet, but I get closer each time.
-I can now sew zipper tabs, which pretty up the ends of the zippers.
-I maybe used clips a few times.
-I know how to topstitch zippers, and how to sew zippers on my machine without the zipper foot (that I can’t seem to locate).
-I used fusible interfacing successfully for the first time. (Have used it unsuccessfully in the past and was afraid of it, but after all the other stuff going wrong, I figured I had nothing to lose.)
-I think I can fix the tab on the D-ring, and next time I’ll know to make it shorter.
-I learned how to do applique, which kind of scared me, but again, I had nothing to lose.
My point (and the sewing details are probably boring) is that, with each failure, I learn something. (Aside from sewing the zipper upside down–I apparently am doomed to do that once in a while, regardless of how many times I’ve done it already.) I try, when I’m feeling bummed about the way a project turns out because it so radically contradicts my mental vision that started it, to focus on what caused things to go wrong and how I can fix it next time. It’s like debugging in coding, I guess. My zippered pouches have a lot of bugs in their code right now, but one by one, I’m cleaning them up. And I hope that, in the end, maybe over the next week, I’ll end up with a solid process for making these pouches, and maybe even learn some new ways to add some flair, and MAYBE even make a few that would be good enough to actually sell.
One step at a time.
In the meantime, meet my best friend: